"I Am the Appreciation of Both the Love and the Fear that I Experience [Autumn 4]" Limited Edition, Giclee Canvas Print

Print Quality Details

These museum-quality giclée canvas and premium paper prints are crafted with premium, ethically sourced materials and archival, acid-free inks to ensure lasting beauty. From durable poplar wood stretcher bars to precision Epson printing, every piece reflects exceptional craftsmanship, delivering a timeless, elegant artwork made to the highest professional standards.

These are outstanding giclées or archival pigment prints where each one is hand proofed and signed by me.  Giclée printing is a fine art digital printing method using specialist archival pigment inks and acid-free papers; creating museum/gallery prints with excellent depth of colour, longevity and stability.

Studies have shown that Giclee Prints colour vividness can last in excess of 200 years with tests by independent bodies such as Wilhelm Research and printer manufacturers such as Epson. This gives assurance to collectors and art buyers of this type of printing method.

Canvas: We use Urth canvas, the world’s first solvent canvas with archival certification by the Fine Art Trade Guild. Manufactured by the leading canvas supplier of award-winning digital inkjet canvas, Breathing Color® uses breakthrough technology of agent-free Fluorescent Whitening and Chromata white to create a canvas free of optical brighteners while still producing canvas prints with bright whites and true vivid colors that will not fade or yellow over time. With OBA-free Urth canvas, your print can hang in direct sunlight and remain fade-resistant and as beautiful as the day it was printed. The canvas has a built-in coating, which makes it moisture and abrasion-resistant, with UV protection. The canvas is durable enough to withstand cleaning by taking a damp cloth to the surface to remove dust.

Inks: We use UltraChrome GS3 HD inks, which have a wide & rich color gamut range. The inks are sprayed upon canvas, hence the “giclee application,” with extreme detail and vibrancy, thus creating a stunningly sharp image. Tested by Wilhelm Research, these lightfast, archival inks are designed to last 100+ years.

Wood: The wood used to create the stretcher bars for your print is made from poplar trees, which are extremely strong and stable.

Printing Equipment: Printers include the Epson Surecolor S80600 and the 9900 Pro Series, which are state-of-the-art in the industry and print at astounding resolutions of 1440 ppi.

Artwork Description and Symbolism

“I Am the Appreciation of Both the Love and the Fear that I Experience” is a desert-born meditation on emotional maturity—the kind that doesn’t deny darkness, but learns to hold it in the light. In the broader context of this portfolio, the work reflects a foundational awakening: life is a spiritual journey whether we consciously acknowledge it or not, and the path deepens when we stop judging our inner experiences as “good” or “bad” and start listening for what they’re trying to teach us. This piece invites you to do exactly that: to recognize love and fear as energies moving through you, and to choose your response with greater awareness.

Visually, the work centers on a form reminiscent of a nest or hollow carved into a saguaro—warm, earthy browns with rough, natural contours that feel ancient and real. Around it, spiky black thorns radiate like barbed wire, introducing immediacy, tension, and the instinct to protect what is vulnerable. Yet that sharpness is set against a vibrant field of bright yellow and green, layered over softer blues and greens that create depth and motion—like sunlight breaking through a stormy inner weather system. The composition becomes a lived paradox: beauty beside danger, tenderness beside defense, desire for connection beside the fear of being hurt.

In the language of the Sonoran Desert, this is an honest portrait of resilience. The desert doesn’t pretend it’s soft—its thorns are real. But neither does it hide its color, bloom, or life-force. This artwork mirrors that truth: fear is not proof you’re failing; it’s often proof that something meaningful is at stake. Love is not the absence of fear; it’s the presence that can include fear without surrendering to it. If you’re drawn to art that helps you live with more emotional intelligence—art that turns a wall into a daily practice of self-awareness—this piece is meant for your space. Bring it home now, and let it remind you that wholeness is built when you learn to honor both what opens your heart and what tries to guard it.

Accompanying Inspirational Exercise — “Love–Fear Translation” (3 minutes, practical and repeatable)
Stand before the artwork and identify one area that feels thorny (sharp, dark, defensive) and one area that feels bright (yellow/green vitality, openness). Let the thorny area represent a fear you’ve been carrying. Ask: “What is this fear trying to protect?” (your dignity, safety, time, love, belonging). Then look to the bright area and ask: “What would love do with that same need?” Choose one small action within 24 hours that meets the need without the armor—set a clear boundary calmly, tell one honest truth, ask for support, or offer yourself rest instead of self-attack. This is how the piece becomes a practice: fear becomes information, love becomes leadership, and you become the one who integrates both.